Delusions

yet, she didn´t love him

smitten by his words

uncertain of her own feelings

yet, she didn´t love him

he could stop her world just by simple look - daring but kind, fascinating

he was no hero from her favourite book

yet, she didn´t love him

he did not know how to be quiet -that´s how he damaged her fence

while she adored the sound of a silence

yet, she didn´t love him

the way he was always right 

but didn´t admit it

all she wanted was to fight

yet, she didn´t love him

she hated the way he played with her even though he did not know

the fact that he didn´t choose her first 

or did not choose her at all

yet, she didn´t love him 

or that´s what she told herself to protect her fucked up soul