My Strange AddictionA Poem by ElfrinettI'm so alone I feel this emptiness in my chest The blood in my arm is itching to get out. I can't wait to set it free Even though I'm on video chat and I'm not alone I'm cold I'm tired My stomach hurts from nutrition deficiency, My throat burns from vomit, if I do decide to eat my lunch today. My nails hurt from biting them anxiety sucks.... BUT OH MY F**K My arm is itching SO BAD AND I WANT IT TO STOP. I would love to feel it ooze out as I drag the blade across my skin Carving word over word of what I am Selfish, Worthless, Lair Fake, Phony, Stupid, A*****e The things that describe me. Some people have told me, Some of those are self opinions. But All the pain goes away For just a time Because I don't think self-mutilation is a mental disorder. I think its an addiction.
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Added on January 22, 2015 Last Updated on January 22, 2015 AuthorElfrinettCanadaAboutHi, I'm Alice! I like Dolly things and everything cute :3 I like creepy and dark stuff too I love animals, Stuffed and Real! c: Pansexual & Demisexual. ≧﹏≦ Singer/Songwriter/Perf.. more..Writing
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