A Love note from a drunk girl.

As I'm sitting in my best friends room, I watch how he holds her.

How he looks at her,

How he gently lays his head on hers.

I'm not jealous, well maybe i am.

I'm not drunk, well maybe i am.

I'm not upset, well... Maybe I am.

Maybe I'm sick of being the sad drunk one.

We just went outside to hangout with a "potential" boyfriend.

A horny guy who thought it was "Perf" That I was joining them.

Did I suddenly loose my standards?

No, I just don't wanna like him anymore.

I look up from writing this and I see them kissing. 

not going to lie, i hate it.

Oh, whats that I hear?

OH ITS JUST MY STOMACH DROPPING.

Don't mind  me 

The depressed drunk girl in the corner.

I don't wanna like him.

I don't wanna feel like this.

I feel like a whiny brat but,

What did you expect flowers and happy thoughts?

How about a s****y love note from a drunk girl.

Pouring her heart out to a boy, who looks very good tonight may I add.

It doesn't seem fair but well f**k.

That's life.

Author's Note

Sorry I sound like a whiny prat in this. This is where I get my feels out.
If you read "fake and friendship both start with f"
It makes more sense why seeing them together makes me upset.

Reviews

[Lenah Mehzabin]

I don' think you know how much excitements u create in your poems..i read a lot of poems but never any poet made me smile ,sad,feel the pain,again made smark at the same time ..all in one !
Gorgeous talent ! Thanks for the share ...mayb to some people it's just a good poetry but who ever gone through this situation will only understand how it feels , the real ache ..

[Elfrinett]

Going through this really sucks. If you read "fake and friendship both start with f"
It makes more sense why seeing them together makes me upset. And thank you c:

[Lenah Mehzabin]

ya ! totally

[Lenah Mehzabin]

ya totally !

[Lenah Mehzabin]

ya ! totally