Is it possible?

I broke up with my boyfriend and he started telling me he was going to die

 

Is it possible for this to be happening to me?

Is it possible to love someone that much

Is it possible to hurt yourself for this love?

Is it possible for him to actually have died because of me?

Is it possible?

Is it possible that he took my words seriously enough to kill himself?

Is it possible that his love for me was that powerful?

Is it possible that I will be the responsible party for his suicide?

Is it

What is wrong with him?

It couldn’t be that he loves me that much

It couldn’t be that the suicidal words he spoke were true

It couldn’t be that he is dead now

It just couldn’t be

I think I’m in denial

Maybe what he said was true

Maybe he does love me just that much

Maybe he is just that crazy

I can’t deal with this

All I can do is sit, wait, and pray that he is alive

And hopefully the possible couldn’t be