Replaced

I've been replaced.
My steps have gone without a trace.
I've been replaced.
It doesn't matter how long it took me to get there.
Now, I just want to pull out my hair.
Things never turn out fair.
I've made mistakes.
More than I've ever made.
I had hope.
I've imagined.
I've dreamed.
I've always fantasized about you and me.
I felt like we still had a chance.
This is the second time I've felt this way.
But this seems to hurt more today.
God, tell me what to say,
Because I have never hated myself so much this way.
Sometimes, I want you to take me away.
God, give my life to someone who knows how to use it.
God, give it to someone who can live it.
I'm tired. I'm gone.
There are so any times where I want to say, "So long!"
Because I forget I'm human.
I don't know how I'm moving.
My feelings are so confusing.
I don't know how to show my emotions anymore.
I just smile when everybody else does.
I force a chuckle out when I think something should be funny.
But where am I? 
Where did I go?
I was an emotional girl,
But now, I have no home.
My happiness is gone.
I want to say, "So long."
I've been replaced.
My steps have gone without a trace.
I've been replaced.
It doesn't matter how long it took me to get there. 

Reviews

[Sophster300]

So emotional, love it, thanks for sharing! :)