End of the Year

It's the end of the year.
No school work to make me shed a tear.
But my friends and my family sometimes cause me to have fear.
What will I be like?
Will I lose who I am?
What am I even now?
Are you going to feel that way again? 
And her, and him.
What is even going on?
Time is flying far too fast.
I need to make every moment last.