Losing a Friend May Equal a Possibility

I don’t understand…
How life is even planned…
“Why!? WHY DOES HE DO IT!?” I ask.
Was it like he was hiding behind a mask?
He brings me pain…
It drives me insane…
He thinks it’s good, but knows it’s bad…
What else could make me so sad and mad?
Our friendship’s almost gone…
The time was great while it lasted,
But now, I don’t know if I can take it…
We have too many dis-agreements…
And now, my heart has too many dents…
Now, tears flow like a river down my red, hot cheeks…
I barely speak now…
I don’t know how to describe how I feel.
The words to me are unknown…
And now, I groan and moan…
Maybe he’s not who I think he is or was?
Why does he do what he does?
Maybe he’s just another friend who’ll bring me pain?
Pain…that’s what I feel.
I knew something was off.
Something wasn’t real.
My heart never knows
How someone’s live goes
Eventually, we’ll spread apart…