I am a coward.

I can't be proud all the time. Just feelings I have.

I am a coward, and I want to die, I am afraid of the pain. 

I cling on to life, but I want to let go, I am scared of falling.

I am weird, and I want it to over, I am scared of the opportunities

I can't be what I need to be, I want to stop, I'm afraid of the consequences

I shy away from it all, I want to give you up, I worry about what I will leave behind,

I don't want to leave it all behind just the bad parts but that's what makes the good parts even better.

Author's Note

I think I could have made the slanted writing areas a bit less ; I am afraid i am scared i am afraid blah blah blah.

Reviews

[Maria]

So am I, this world is currently facing many wars and cries for peace and love, yet in the end, as terror continues, hatred and bitterness grows. Yet in the end, if we were to go to space and look at God in the face, at least I consider, that I would die and faint. Now I will believe in God and even in the midst of pain and bitterness He made sure to not let me drown in despair for long. So there is hope, you might not see it at first but it is there believe me.

[Ellie Qtz]

That is very true, God loves us all and gives us the best

[Maria]

Yes He does but in the end life will always be a challenge day to day.

[Ellie Qtz]

That is very true

[Maria]

So keep your head up, even if the burden makes it go downward, and look at what surrounds you and focus on the trees and grass and birds flying about...that tends to help

[Ellie Qtz]

I'll keep my head up towards the stars

[Maria]

Amen. Yes indeed.

[rowan.taylorrr]

I really like this. it's very true and relatable

[Ellie Qtz]

Thank you!

[Carol Cashes]

No coward would put it out there like that. Good job.

[Ellie Qtz]

Thank you means a lot!