Numb Am I?

Studying metaphysics, hypnotherapy, NLP, Reiki, etc. in the early 90's, I realized I had lived unconsciously. Through meditation and Zen studies my life changes daily beautifully.

My soul cries! 

Yet tears do not fall from my eyes.

What can this mean!

 

I sit silently comfortably upright in a wooden straight back chair...with both feet planted firmly against the hardwood floor.

 

My left hand lays lightly over my heart on my chest and my right hand placed on my abdomen.

 

My eyes closed. I take a deep breath through my nose and exhale through my mouth...lips slightly apart. 

 

I continue to breath consciously continuously inhaling and exhaling to the count of six onm each inhale and exhale.

 

I silently sit.  Within several minutes of sitting silently and body quiet...I can feel my entire body from my head to my toes relaxing and feeling a sense of calmness, peace, and serenity.

 

I continue my inhale and exhale of my breath.  

 

I focus my attention now at the center of my forehead, between my eyebrows (metaphysically we call it our third eye...spiritual eye).  It appears as a "black tunnel". It is drawing me in deeper into this tunnel.  I am not afraid.  It feels serene.

 

I begin to feel a slight pressure and tinge between my two eyebrows, pulsating gently.

 

My spiritual eye feels as it a door has opened into the  universe.  I can see clearly a black tunnel coming to me. 

 

Could this be the path to my spirit/soul I am been writing about?

 

Warm heat is radiating from hands.  The feel soothing against my check and abdomen.  I now begin a slight tingling throughout my entire body...as if ocean waves are within my body.  This must be the energy they talk about in my metaphysical readings.

 

I focus back to my attention to the "black tunnel" between my eye brows

 

I feel strong desires to travel deep into the tunnel.  I continue my deep breathing inhaling and exhaling slowly.

 

I feel now a slight tingling going up my right leg from the bottom of my right ankle up to the top of my thigh.

 

A tingling is being felt above my right ear and side of my face.

 

The tingling comes and goes between my spiritual eye between my eye brows. I again focus my attention on my spiritual eye.

 

Is this the preparation on my journey to take me deep within my soul...to see who I really am.

 

Something is about to happen...intuitively I am being drawn in to learn great universal teachings in order to apply them to my everyday life and to study, learn, and feel loved.

 

I do know it feels right!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Ah yes, late in 2005 I had said to God one day.............OK then, I need to change again. I will do whatever you want...please give to me a new passion. Amazing things happened, just utterly amazing for about 6 weeks. There were 3 of ecstasy and 3 of terrible pain. This is when I started to feel the feelings of others along with the fire up my spine.

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