Shattered

You said you'll always be the first

one to come when I need you,

You said you only will be my joy

and the love of my life.

Haven't you promised to never let

me go?

Didn't you promise you won't ever

let someone take my place?

You held my hand when

I was scared,

You held my cheeks in your hands

and convinced me to have courage.

But what have you done?

Why did you leave?

Why choose her instead of me?

Did you keep all your promises?

I should have listened to her,

I should have listened to him,

I should have never let you in my life,

For all you've done was ruin everything.

Stop it! Get out of my mind!

The words that kept chanting

in my mind,

You ruined me! You betrayed me!

Why won't these words stop bothering me?

It's because of you,

the one who made me fall in love with,

It's because of you,

I was insanely in love with you.

But soon all was ruined,

I am now insanely crying

over you...