Watch The White Rabbit.

I hear myself shouting, I can hear the screams of me trying to tell myself to shut up.
Shadow wants out, but I'm not letting him out. He's been bad. So have the others. They won't shut up. I dig my nails into my own arm to silence them, but they keep telling me to fight. They keep telling me to catch the white rabbit. Because once the rabbit goes in the hole, it won't come out. They're hungry, but so is the rabbit. I want to feed myself, but the rabbit looks scared. I can't bring myself to help them satisfy their own cravings. Even the rabbit looks ravenous. The rabbit bit me the other day, and got scared. It was ok though, because I wasn't dead. The rabbit came up to me the other day, and started cuddling up to me, and then, all of a sudden, it got angry and violent. They told me to let go and run, but I held onto the rabbit. Because I didn't want to leave the rabbit alone. I heard a terrible screech, it sounded like a multitude of cries coming from the rabbit, but I still held on. The rabbit was in pain, but I tried to comfort the rabbit. It seemed that every other time I saw the rabbit, it acted a bit differently. There was a time where I chased the rabbit all the way to its hole, then i waited just outside so that when it came out I would be able to catch it.I had my knife with me, and the rabbit hopped out and tried to bit me. I swiped at the rabbit, then I saw darkness. I fell into its hole. I tried to climb out, but I couldn't move. The rabbit came in after me. It chewed off my shirt, and started to gnaw at my chest. I felt its teeth sink in. Deeper and deeper it chewed and chewed. I watched as amazingly, it chewed my chest open. I could see my heart beating. It was so beautiful. The rabbit stared at my heart longingly, and then with a deft movement, it gobbled up my heart. I felt in that moment, that I was truly loved. I felt that I could stay with the rabbit forever and ever. That I would be the rabbits forever and always.

Author's Note

Disregard any errors. For this was meant to be a message.