Today

Today

I want to be happier 

I want to know how move into a place that is better

I want to take a break from all that upsets me right now

I need a vacation from my feelings.

I need a vacation from my life

I need a vacation from myself

I am angry

I am annoyed about feeling crappy

I am maddened that my life is NOT what I want it to be and I don't know how to fix it

I want to accept life as it is

I want to smile and believe I am happy

I want to be content

I need see how much better I am

I need to feel how much stronger I am

I need to stop being so resentful.

I am tired of sitting around waiting for things to change

I am tired looking around and feeling like so much time as past me by

I am tired of not knowing what to do about it   

I am I want I need,  can all three be rolled into one?

I want to be content

I need to be content

I am content

Today.