STOP

STOP

A Poem by EileenMarie
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I don't know why I feel so down

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STOP

I don’t know

I don’t know why I feel so down

I don’t know why down is how I feel

STOP

I am suffering

I am hiding behind the smile

I am distressed that it is hidden

STOP

I want to be euphoric

I want to be gratified

I want to relax

STOP

I tell the voices to STOP

I tell myself I am okay

I tell myself don’t feel bad

STOP

I will be positive

I will be empowered

I will be serene

START LIVING

© 2012 EileenMarie


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I think you have the making of an excellent spoken word piece.
You could tighten it up by using some stronger verbs. likeeee for example:
instead of "I am mad" it could be something like "I am infuriated." Obviously that word doesnt fit as well, but I'm just making an example=). And I'm still super tired haha;D.
But all in all it is an excellent piece.

Posted 12 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

I changed it up a bit, thanks!!



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I like this, simple and tells the truth about living.
Simply inspiring

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Thanks so much! It helps to just remind yourself to STOP the negative noise and start being positiv.. read more
....

12 Years Ago

Some people just can't see that either. Its' all about the choices you make in life. Some people cal.. read more
A very honest delving into the moment by moment of the oppressive black cloak. I liked the repetition of STOP in this and your determination to START LIVING. The last line is easier said than done, in actuality the living - breathing, etc. - just keeps happening, but living well is to strive for. There is pain in this and it comes through in the form and in the words. From what I have read of you, I believe you will get there.

Posted 12 Years Ago


Shimmerbliss/CAF

12 Years Ago

Write it all, but for now do write of your kids. I see your smiling profile picture and think of yo.. read more
EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

I just did my first :)....... stuck in a Nonnet mode but I am glad I penned it. Please view if you .. read more
Shimmerbliss/CAF

12 Years Ago

Will do. I must say you do very well with that form. Actually, it is really growing on me.
I'm suffering
I'm hiding behind the smile.
Oh, what lovers and non lovers have to go through.
Well penned.

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Thank you!
Sami Khalil

12 Years Ago

You are welcome.
i've been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 10 years now. not my own, but my wife's. it angers me when people like one of your reviewers voice the opinion that depression and anxiety are self imposed. this isn't a life anyone would choose. my sympathy goes out to you and those who love you. it's not easy. i hope things improve for you and that someday, with the proper meds or without, the fog will lift and you will be able to truly enjoy being you.

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Awwww thank you! Writing helps that is for sure!! and my blog is EileenMarie being me :) so I am .. read more
AAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...WOW

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Thank you.... some days I literally have to yell at myself to STOP thinking so much!!
afra

12 Years Ago

lol ...you are a amazing writer ...i always love ur work
I'm not a specialist on the subject of depression, but I think (believe) it is self-imposed.
To me, this write tells of a self-motivation to "STOP" all this negativity, put an end to it, and START LIVING, which is a very clever ending. Basic but brilliant.
I hope writing did help.

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Honestly I have anxiety and it is not self imposed, I wake up with it! I have had it all my life at.. read more
Wondering Mind

12 Years Ago

Don't mind my interaction, my comment was just to express opinion(mine) and not a fact. I understand.. read more
This is a brilliant piece as is. Nothing is better than an honest piece of poetry! Excellent write!

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

wow thank you so much!
you played with those words...ordinary ones...but you rejuvenated them with these STOP loops of yours...and then a START ending...you nailed it coolly!

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Thanks!
I guess your casual thought process engendered a great poem of hope and confidence.Tell me if I am wrong.
Well done,Eileen.

Posted 12 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

Thanks!
zainul

12 Years Ago

Welcome.
You can read my Magnolia and Lovebird if you have good mood and time.
i love it especially how you used the stop to change stanzas

Posted 12 Years Ago


EileenMarie

12 Years Ago

I wrote exactly how I felt at the time! Thanks

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