Trying to be ME

The TIME has come to believe in me.

  I have spent too many days and nights worrying about what others think of me.

  I have been put through the judgement MILL by others verbal accusations.

  Learning to be SILENT will give me clarity. 

My EYES can see the WOUNDS left behind.

  invisible scars MARK my world  .

My SECRET is fear that encompasses me.

  All I want is peace and that one true LOVE to heal what I have PAINFULLY endured since it was all settled in COURT. 

Reviews

[Paul]

Have you ever tried discourse? It sounds like your ego needs a boost. From my point of view, discourse is much better in writing. Email is a great way to apply discourse. Try it! I wouldn't be silent, if I were you. I'd speak up and learn how to plow through what gets the best of you. Why put up with it? Be very careful, though. You have to fully understand what's what, and if you don't, don't even bother with advanced cases. You can't be smart unless you get average down pat. If you act smart without getting average down pat, you're well on your way to being a mindless idiot. I'd have a look at my portfolio-especially my "Answering the Calling of Value" content. Be careful and don't let superoptimism go to your mind. If you do that, you're screwed. Try living, being yourself and being an honest Abe, for openers. You're doing this, l see. This is a great foundation! Give your mind the upper hand, once in a while. Let it think. Remember the phrase "What's on your mind?" This is what I'm talking about. It sounds like your mind has to clear itself out a bit. Then, bring on discourse. If you have any questions, by all means, get back to me. I'm more than willing to explain more, so you fully understand, if that's the case.

[EileenMarie]

Thank you for reading and commenting! I wrote this so many years ago yet I still struggle. I feel emotionally dyslexic, a term I use to describe my feeling misunderstood. I never heard of discourse, and not sure what you do with it. I am always open to new ideas thought so please share.

[Paul]

I'd look it up on dictionary.com

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The hardest thing in for us humans is not caring what others think since we are social beings. Yet, it is so freeing to to not care and just be you. I went through something similar except the court at the end, and being silence helped me find myself. If I would have know about this forum, I probably would have writing something simalr myself a few years back. Thanks for putting yourself out there. N.

[EileenMarie]

Thank you once again!! :)

[therisa]

Sigh. Wish I could write, what my heart says, about this poems, but the pain is, too great. Thank you, for sharing.

[EileenMarie]

Thank you so much!! I'm glad u liked it :)

[therisa]

Your welcome.

[Poetic-pRiNcEsS]

i can tell the emotion behind this poem is so real which is why i've gotta say good job and keep writting

[EurasianFlavour]

Reading this, all I could think of was "you go girl!" Time to leave the past behind and move forward.

[EileenMarie]

Thank you!

[Veronica Chandler]

This is a very good story and I love the way you highlighted your words as well as the unique structure used to lay it out. Bravo!

[EileenMarie]

Thank you :)...

[Veronica Chandler]

My pleasure...

[Holly Mason]

wow girl this is quite a write
so open
love that last line-was settled in COURT-like the capitalization that you have chosen to use it gets your point across
thanking you for sharing this truly

[EileenMarie]

Thank you for being so supportive of my writing!!! Means a lot :)