Mask and The Pain

Today i put my mask on again

To conceal my pain

Smiling face , talking mouth

But inside crying..

Getting lonely in a crowded place

I live in my own world in pace

Looking around but not seeing

Blindness got me in the darkest corner crying

Not being able to there to hold you

I do not know what else to do

Dont have any damn clue!

I mourn for your loss, not being able to get through

Tasting the salt of your pouring tears

Hearing your hearts bitter screaming

Seeing the words of grief on your beautiful face

I cant abondon you in desperation dying.

No one forced me to do anything

I did them all fairly willing

No matter how much you push me back

I 'll be there for you always smiling..

I will wake you up in a new shiny day

Whisper in your ear that i love you in the sweetest way

Never let you be alone anymore again

Let me hold you without out pain!