perpetually pissed off

relationships? bah! it's just a license to.. yeah

with her

spite at every turn

derailed in an instant

chance upon an aftermath

vicinity of distance

ascending disorder

coming down with chaos

rising with laughter

descend with remorse

with you

forgive me for leading you on

if we hit it off

it'll be my loss not yours

we choose

before our heart makes the call

why does your shine swear to die

in my wake

I'm your only hope for sex

but hatred?

the promises you haven't made are empty

the words you haven't said are worthless

I refuse to be perpetually pissed off

I can't sleep with fakeness

Author's Note

imagine marriage/relationships to be a train ride.. sometimes it could keep chugging beyond gedn wrecked. The eyes dread..