beside you

an eccentric illusion and derogatory wish

beside you

I will never lose that presence

a fragrance that tells me I'm ok

the currents blocked my tracts, blocked my airway

I had wanted only, to live beside you

is it too much to ask to breathe beside you

I had always wanted that scene, to stay behind

you took it away

you're fragrance withered I was pushed to stay

I had blinded myself, with nothing more to say

just feeling you're touch, is vision enough

it had blinded me, to feel you're touch

memory

you were never being yourself

I held that pretence, behind this wall

that pushes me back, clear thoughts locked

and blocked my airway

I had never wanted, to leave your side

I kept cleaning the emptiness, of my mind

till I was raw

I had always wanted your hand

to rest on my head, tell me there was nothing to fear but claim or

tell me there's nothing to lose

only emptiness, and some blood

I had blinded myself

just feeling you're touch is vision enough

it had blinded me, to feel you're touch

memory

Reviews

[Saddam]

I had never wanted, to leave your side
I kept cleaning the emptiness, of my mind
till I was raw.

A love story which could not reach to their destination. It is heart healing piece and when you say( Your last stanza) ....

I had blinded myself
just feeling you're touch is vision enough
it had blinded me, to feel you're touch
memory

That's say how you love. Great love.

[Effector Prime]

thanks mate.. deep deep deeply.. :)
glad I put this on wc.. it was asleep on my phone for years; since the time I wrote it, in the throes of that emotional disaster..
true love is a myth.. however, whatever was has ebbed away.. but the wounds remain.. and try as I may they remain so
oh come dear scars, come