Here but away

“The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is press coverage”-Chuck Palahniuk

The dusk light is far away,
grey, cold and dull but not only that
my mind became an ashtray

I am not here
no one but body.

Old same routine
you up for a ride darling?
why for? going to pretentious safety
...to where?

This modern life offers a lot of choices to die:
-Death instruments kit (pills, guns, knives, ropes)
-Suitable death spots (buildings, bridges, highways)
-And a lot of awful s**t (debts, people, lack of all)

I stare at m corrupted skin
fistbones and dirty nails

Do I still have power over myself? Didn't society and "life" took it all away?

All you need is the 3 letter word.

Yes

Takes the guts and
Wille zur Macht

Ian, Kurt, Virginia, Adolf, all the people I could join in the never-ending-merry-go-round

And as the bell rings, my perfect plan is torn away.

Because even the f*****g death, the "easy" escape, was corrupted and became a trend.

No live neither death.

Bloody living dead.

Author's Note

Wille zur Macht: Will to Power

Reviews

[Matthew Smith]

This was very unique. Very morbid--but some of the best art is.

"Was corrupted and became a trend." Great line.

Good job. This was a nice piece.

[Sweet & Tender Hooligan]

A very dark, powerful and interesting piece. That quote ties in well with the poem.