I can remember
it was march
when we last talked
I mean before this happened.
When we were laughing.
At hunter was it?
I dont remember...
but
I do remember
The sleep over.
Jackie invited the girls
her brother
Josh
invited you guys.
That's when everything changed.
That stupid dare,
that kept being repeted,
made us realize,
"Hey,
you're here.
I'm here.
I like you...".
If it was a hidden feeling
or a brand new one i dont know.
I just remember you,
taking my hand for the first time,
The sparks that I felt,
you did too.
I saw it in your face.
Shocked to have such a feeling,
but not wanting it to stop.
Quickly we let go,
and we avoided eachother,
almost all night.
You fell asleep on the couch.
You crashed not long after josh.
Ari was petting your head.
while talking to me.
I wanted her to stop.
I wanted that to be me.
she dared me to pet your head.
I did.
I remember your hair,
soft and curly.
I wrapped my fingers between the,
at the time,
Golden locks.
Behind me was giggling.
Ari and Paul
were laughing at me.
I didn't mind,
but I was affraid they'd wake you up.
So I stopped.
reluctently.
The night went on,
and then days passed,
next so did weeks.
Thats when you asked me
to hold your hand,
again.
We hid it from the others,
we were at another sleepover.
It didn't work well.
Gabie saw,
but she said nothing.
We let go,
affraid of people to see.
Then Gabie dared us something.
"Tomarow."
she said
"during the movie,
you two MUST hold hands,
the whole time."
Blushing like mad we tride to back out.
We didn't want them to see.
But gabie wouldn't budge.
we had to.
So we did.
That time,
then the next,
and again
and again.
and again.
and in only a short ammount of time,
did my best friend,
become
my boyfriend