The Love of my life 2!

Kerri        Meow!!! Meow!!! Meow!!!   (Two Stick People With a Broken heart between them and the person on the left is saying it is always yours.)

       I'm going to be completely honest in this letter. I don't want you to feel bad, I'm letting you know everything. When I called you at 1:18a.m. Today... it was amazing. I listened to you sleep and for 42 minutes I felt peace and like everything was normal. I still can't sleep. This whole thing doesn't make sense. You said you loved me, you said you wanted to marry me, you said you would never leave me. I'm wondering if it's all really true. Cause if it is why are you even seeing what he's like? I actually am getting mad...but not at you. Honestly, tonight I wanted to go kill Shad. But I'm not going to do that. Promise. Even if you don't break up with me, I still can't call you mine any more. Cause you're making me share. It kills me to know one night you're saying you love me, you wanna marry me, and making out with me and a few hours later you don't know. Hy heart stopped tonight when you said you love me too you guess. It feels like he's more important than me. Like he comes first and I only matter if you have extra time. I hope it doesn't take long for you to see what he's like because I can't take much more of this. If I could, I'd tell you not to do this and stay with me. But I love you...and I'm not gonna tell you what to do. I feel like I'm dying. Is it really right to make someone wait, just cause they will? Scince when is forever only one month? I love you. God, I love you so much...you've made me the happiest and saddest I have ever been. I want you to marry me. Why would you tell all those people I proposed and you said yes if you're so close to changing your mind? I'm wondering what I did wrong. I'll change if I have to. I'll do anything for you.

                                  I NEED YOU!!!

I love you. I won't stop.

 

Love,

 Jeff (for now,unless I lose you)

 

Author's Note

I've Seen him for the last time and I am still here for you I never left and I won't Ever leave. I am still here for you as I was the first time we met.