Surrender

in a hard place, my mind just fart this one, dont even feel like i could take credit

You didn’t even think i will come this far

Not yet blue but less green

All I could have been

Likes shards of greatness scatter around the mud

Now I just laugh, with the eyes close

Constantly falling to the worst of my what if ´s

Don’t even reacting no more to be honest

Just sitting around with vague distance in my stare

And you don’t even can feel the way my lungs barely try to keep up

This tale of epic treasury seem to be ending in a bad place

And a sunny day only will help to show the sleep marks

No... I’m not that one anymore; I’m not what I could have been.

But you know what?

 Not yet a helper but like always a wind listener

my  mind say to itself these worlds before I cut the rope

F**K YOU… at least I’m not you…

And ever so slightly in my corners of my mind

I refuse to be alone… even if I’m nothing at all

 And so… I surrender