FLOW OF THOUGHTS , JOURNEY OF LIFE: The Journal of Our Pretty Much Common JourneyA Story by EbruSYear 21: If I have a glance at my life, I can say that there were periods so bad, but I guess I love it. Why? Why we all love to live? I guess the secret is all of us are always right according to our minds. Whatever happens in the life, great or terrible, at the end of the day , one is proved right. We feel unsafe near the strangers, but safe by ourselves, somehow we like it so much. That’s the secret of life. Our minds are playing tricks on us that we can’t notice at first glance. So, as individuals, we are right all the time. However, looking at the whole picture, everybody seems right. How does it happen? Whose ideas are more legitimate? Comparison abilities and science come into the picture at this point. In other words, the rights which have more possibility and significancy in reality are considered right. The others are called wrong but it is only because they are not “the right”. That is to say, the people whose ideas are called wrong should not be furious about it or try to prove themselves right. They should embrace the fact that there are bigger “rights” in life and start searching for them. That is the key to be happy in the journey called life. (Flashback) Day 1: Where am I? When did the darkness disappear? Oh! I guess these are the birds singing. I can feel safe then. Can other people hear my inner speaking, I wonder. Look at that woman’s face. I think she cannot hear me. Then, I will keep talking. By
the way, why this woman’s eyes are much deeper than the others’? This woman is
different but I don’t know how. Also she
feels so close… Day 4: What is this rush? I can’t understand why all these people walk in haste from pillar to post. I already got tired watching them from here. I guess here will be a confusing place. Day 5: Who is this man? I have never seen him before. I don’t feel safe in his arms. Where is that woman with deep eyes? I’d rather her to hold me if it’s necessary. Day 12: I guess I actually like this woman. I now notice that she is very beautiful. And when the edges of her lips get a little bit lifted up, she gets even more beautiful. Year 2: I like playing with animals so much. They are so cute and they don’ t talk. I wish people would have also been like them. Year 5: I like drawing things on paper. I could do this all day , unless my hand wouldn’t get hurt. Year 6: I
guess I like my friend from the apartment. I can play games with her .That
makes the game much more realistic. Year 7: Wow! Mom and dad always talk about that I will be going to school next month. I don’t want that. It’s scary. I don’t want to leave here. Year 8: I
don’t feel so good. I don’t trust all people here at school. Some kids are just
annoying. Isn’t it the end of the day yet? Year 12: I hate school. I hate all my teachers. I hate everything. Year 15: I guess I can have a little fun by myself. I don’t need anyone. I’m already good enough. Year 16: High school is much more fun! I get bored sometimes but most of the time I have fun. Year 18: Am I right at all my thoughts? I can’t put up with being wrong. I just hate that. I need to learn more to increase my chances of being right. The memories…© 2013 EbruSAuthor's Note
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