Living

Realizing that there is so much to life...

Sometimes I feel I'm on top of the world.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't a girl.

Sometimes I'd like to be better than me,

and see all they ways that others can see.

Sometimes I cry and sometimes I smile.

Sometimes I wish I could just be a child.

Sometimes I think of the people I love.

Sometimes I fight, when push comes to shove.

Sometimes I wake up with no hope at all.

Sometimes I think I'm going to fall.

Sometimes I think I'm the best there can be,

that no one could ever be better than me!

Sometimes I realize I'm only one soul,

that only I can go through with these goals.

Sometimes I realize, "you only live once,"

and do something that makes me feel like a dunce.

Sometimes I spit out a cheesy cliche.

Sometimes I sleep through a whole wasted day.

Sometimes I reach myself out to a friend,

knowing that there is a hand I could lend.

Sometimes I think of the pain of the past,

and know it's unhealthy to put myself last.

Sometimes I wonder, but sometimes I know:

you can't understand which direction to go.

So instead of taking this "living" for granted,

I just do my best with whatever I'm handed.