A Feeling To Strong

This poem is basically the first one I wrote

 

Why do I feel this way

it's not the same,

but the way I feel today

it's a shame.

 

It tears me up inside

sometimes I want to commit suicide

but put all that aside

and let me explain

what’s in my mind.

 

I loved her before

but I sent it to another place,

now it's back for more

it's even written on my face.

 

I'm in love with someone

who I don't need to be,

but somehow somewhere

this feeling just came back to me.

 

I don't need this feeling

it's strange and not right,

I need a way to heal it

cause I'm tired of the fight.

 

How do I get over it completely,

how do I make it go away,

this is not meant to be

it’s wrong in so many ways.

 

As the days go by

I want to tell her

in the blink of an eye,

because I can't handle the tears I cry.

 

It's stronger now, more severe,

I can't handle it anymore

just stab me with the spear,

but then, she will end up with all my tears...

 

 

Written By:

Justin Musick

             6, October 2005