O' the suffering

This is how I live my life every day. I hope you don't relate to this poem, I really hope you don't feel like I do. But if you do, I believe there is hope for you, I just haven't found mine yet.

   O' let me end this suffering.

I cannot feel, I cannot see.

            The pain I feel is worsening.

I fear this is the end of me.

        O' let me end this suffering.

  O' let me lay beneath the calm oak tree.

                  O' let me escape from the sadistic nature,

                                        O' humanity