My Eyes

I see the you I knew
not you now

I see the you
who talked to
me for hours

I see the you
who held my
hand when we
were alone

I can't see the
you who said
hated me and
didn't ever care

I can't see the
one who hides
from me when I'm near

I can't see the
one who ignores me

I only see the
boy who would
kiss me in the dark

I only see the
boy who was scared
if anyone knowing
us was real

I'm still the boy
who held your
hand in the dark

I'm still the boy
who will be there