I feel so

I feel so sick, so tired.
I feel so left behind.
My life just seems so wasted
Forgotten in this frozen night.
My friends are all leaving.
I pray I never see the light.
It feels like my heart
Has stopped beating.
It feels like I've lost the fight.
My wounds they won’t stop bleeding.
I'm sure I'll die tonight.
It doesn't really matter.
It's just one useless life.
I never did stop caring.
I never said goodbye.
Tomorrow is my funeral.
I'm sure no one will cry.
I just want to say
This one last thing
Before it's too late.
My heart has been shattered.
My head begins to ache.
My stomach is unsettled.
From pills you made me take.
I've become addicted.
I've become a freak.
I can't live without the feeling.
I can't live if you’re not with me.
The voices they grow louder.
The words just don't make sense.
One life to give
One life to lose.
What is it that you regret?
You once thought that I was lying.
Now I'm dying in my bed.
Please don't apologize.
Don't pretend to care.
Baby it's too late.
Never will I wake.
This was our last date.