Care Taker

What happens when the one who always gives a s**t can't give anymore?

They always expect me to get up and help them

I can't really blame them I chose this role

All those years ago when I thought I didn't...

Thought I didn't matter, my death would

Be here soon enough that my happiness

Well, you see it didn't matter to me.

If I could make others happy then, Why?

Why should my happiness be of any importance

But then things changed

My life wasn't going to end so soon

It was going to last longer

So I could be important

Here I am hurting people while trying to change me

I can't continue though

Things are different right now

I can't keep going this way

I'm sorry to those I'm hurting but

I can't deal with this

Not all right now

No not right now