My Perfect Drug

 

You are the perfect drug
you lift me up and
you make me sing
You creep into my vains
While I'm speeding down the highway
changing lanes
 
You are my cocaine
I take you all in
and my heart starts to race
I can't see straight
Don't sleep for day
thinking up ways do get more
 
You're the pot I smoke,
every morning when I get home
the little blue pills I take sometimes
to get through the onset of withdrawl
cause your gone
 
My skin it just crawls
I'm itchy and toss and turn
call you a w***e
always wanting more
finding ways to block the door
 
Pour out my soul on paper
matching words to prove my worth
just need another hit,
taste it on my tongue
feel it in my bone
 
You're always right there
even when your miles away
you come back
and I get to have you
long enough to need you all over again
and the poison takes over my world
I think I can quite it
this time I will not take you
 
Like an addict I crave you
the abuse and the feeling of being used
the love and understanding
the hit and the dose
of what I'll never lay eyes on
 
But every time I'm running low
I know I can torture myself
with boxcar racer
and a pill
I never really deal
just hope that tomorrow it will be you
and this high wont have to hide
the years of being over looked
 

Author's Note

Sorry for any spelling errors I'm saverly dyslexic and sometimes my spell check doesn't help me lol