Scarred.

The pain won't go away.
Knowing what you've done in the past,
Just won't subside.
The pain of knowing you lied,
Just won't disappear.
Forever it will be scarred in my mind,
And deep inside of my heart.
How can I still move forward pretending I'll be okay,
When the haunting thought returns and kills me deep inside?
Night after night the nightmares come alive,
Because I'm terrified that the past may repeat itself.
Over and over I tell myself things will be okay,
But what a heart breaking lie that has become.
Day by day I wear a fake smile,
Every time I think about that night I discovered the truth.
My heart will forever hold a scar that was caused by your actions.