Mutilation Of My Heart.

You promised me everything will be okay.
You promised me no matter what you'll never leave me.
But, the truth is, I'm scared.
I'm scared she'll tear us apart.
I'm scared I'll lose you to her and end up empty hearted.
I promised myself I wouldn't get this way.
I promised myself I wouldn't cry.
I promised myself that I can handle it.
Oh, what empty promises those are.
I try and keep a smile around you,
To make it seem like I'm fine on the outside.
I try and hold back the tears,
But it doesn't happen.
I cry the tears I cry because I care.
I cry the tears I cry because I love you.
I'm dying on the inside,
And your loving is my only way of survival.
I promised myself I'd love you forever,
And that is a promise I'll keep until I die.
But, that thought of being left because of her kills me.
I know you told me I have nothing to worry about,
But in all honesty, I have a lot to worry about.
Don't leave me here alone in the dark with a mutilated heart.