Not Loving You Is Harder Than You Know.A Poem by Jenna Marie
Every night, I sit here and cry.
Every night, I tell myself it'll be okay. Every night, I know I'm lying to myself. Every night, I tell myself it'll be okay, even when I know it won't be okay. Every night, I think of you, even when I fight myself not to. Every night, I can't get you out of my head. Every night, I know I'll go to sleep thinking of you. Every night, I know I'll wake up at some point, and just cry. Every night, I know before I fall asleep, the next day will just be worse. Once I'm awake I put on a fake smile and pretend to okay. But, I know deep inside I'm dying so slowly just thinking of you. When I think of you it just kills me so bad. I cannot comprehend why I feel the way I do. I cannot imagine why you would do such a thing? I cannot see why you don't want someone there to help you with this. I want to be there with you. I want to help you. I just love you with everything I have to offer. Why can't you see that? Why can't you see how bad I'm hurting.. Why do I even bother trying to talk to you anymore. Why does it seem like your life is so perfect without me, and why does my life seem like s**t without you? © 2010 Jenna Marie |
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Added on July 13, 2010 Last Updated on July 13, 2010 AuthorJenna MarieCincinnati, OHAboutMy name is Jenna. I'm twenty-two years old. Writing has been one of my passions since my freshman year in high school. Writing is my escape from my reality, whether I'm good at it or not, I'll sti.. more..Writing
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