Dear Anonymi

Anonymi? Anonymouses?

I wonder if you realize that

I don’t want to talk to you –

                That you aren’t my type

                That I’m not attracted to you

                That your cute little jokes and silly romantic gestures

Simply do not impress me.

But then…

I enjoy being chased.

I like feeling wanted,

                Feeling interesting,

                Feeling worthy of attention,

Even if I don’t fully appreciate it.

 

I wonder if you realize that

My flirtations have increased –

                That I enjoy being with you

                That I like when you touch me

                That the fact that you care and take the time for me

Makes my day perfect.

But then…

You make me feel inferior.

I want to feel bold,

                Feel proud,

                Feel worthy of appreciation,

Even when you are better than me.

 

I wonder if you realize that

I miss you terribly –

                That I miss our inside jokes

                That I want our deep conversations back

                That you were one of only a few random people

I could really talk to.

But then…

I don’t want to fight for you

When you should have fought for me,

                Should have made me happy,

                Should have stayed by my side,

Even when it hurt, because you knew

I never wanted to hurt you.

 

I wonder if you’ll ever get my hints

But then I wonder if I really want you to.

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[Avery James]

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