I AM TO YOU....WHAT YOU WAS TO ME!

Your presence is no longer here....you snatched dat
so just gon and keep it movin....."Why should you turn back"
remember...this here is ruined,
misleading,
decieving
but now "you missing me"
"LONELY"..claiming that you've wronged me
selfishly dealin in feelings,
phone calls
beggin for my sexual healing
like a lost feen
caught up in the web of my impression
there's no guessing or comparison,
every experience has it lesson...
and NOW,
I AM TO YOU
WHAT YOU WAS TO ME
funny how you had the best of me
then abandon the rest of me
as if the pain i felt in honor of your tears
wasnt enough...to busy second guessing me
you see,
feel me without feeling me anymore
my thoughts will cut deeper than you ever did me before
straight to the core of your intelligence
frontn hard, portraying that "LOVE" is irrelevent
i loved you so much for a minute i even went celibate
refraining from sharing the cookie hoping you'll come back to me
time wasted on you as i cried for me
because "Still in love with us" ,was my reality
BUT NOW, I AM TO YOU, WHAT YOU WAS TO ME
I allowed you to unfold me, open me and control me,
now i think back on how you use to hold me but you didnt even know me
cant get it like i gave it....wont find it cause i made it...
thought about taking you back but i cant find a reason
just like you didnt have an explanation for leaving
the pain left blood stains as i layed and let it soak through me
yet gratitude is my attitude as the wings of my heart are back flying
loving every bit of how this feels
only dealing with whats real, so touching you wouldnt be a thrill
love causes blindness, but the pain can refine it
simply because NOW,
"I AM TO YOU, WHAT YOU WAS TO ME"

Reviews

[Pyyro]

Really good there RA, sense of realism, and passion into the poem, I enjoyed reading it