I Love You Enough to Let You Go

I Love You Enough to Let You Go

A Poem by Lauren
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I will suffer, so you don't have to.

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I will suffer so you don’t have to. 
I won’t call you to tell you that 
nothing feels the same anymore. 

I won’t send you a message at 12:30 am 
to remind you that I’m still here. 

I won’t remind you of what I’m 
sure you will never forget.

I won’t call you out on everything 
you ever said and promised, 
and how you let it burn out. 

I won’t beg you to come back, 
won’t beg you to love me. 

I won’t tell you I’m hurting. 
I won’t tell my friends to tell you I’m hurting. 

Take your belongings, I don’t want to keep them from you.
I know they're important to you. 

I won’t tell you I’m hurting.
I won’t tell you I’m hurting. I won’t hurt. 

I will keep it to myself. I won’t let you know
just how wrong everything feels here.

I will let you forget about me. 
I won’t show up in your life every few days 
to remind you that I need you. 
I will let you move on and 
I will stay here and cope however I need to. 
Your happiness is still my happiness. 
I will let you be happy even if it’s without me. 

I will suffer so you don’t have to.

© 2014 Lauren


Author's Note

Lauren
Ignore the weird formatting and at times awkward flow of words - this was originally a long paragraph that I chopped up into separate lines.

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I actually loved your format! It seemed very raw and real almost like a diary entry! Very relatable!

Posted 9 Years Ago


Lauren

9 Years Ago

Thank you :)!
I thought the formatting was great. Made it seem like the speaker was hurting so much that they just were saying whatever came out. Well written, and relatable to all.

Posted 9 Years Ago


Lauren

9 Years Ago

Thank ya! :)
Beautifully written, shows the pain of loving one so much, even when its not returned the same way! The flow was great as was the emotion that flowed through your words!

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

9 Years Ago

Sorry for the late response! Thank you!
xD I think I'm kinda feeling this way at the moment, sometimes it's hard but sometimes it's for the best.

Good Job



Posted 10 Years Ago


sooooo common I think, among us poets. We feel so much

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

I think pain makes good art.
Lovelace....

i did... i did... i did... do all of those things... i wish i read "I Love You Enough to Let You Go" sooner...

i wish i had your restraint...

thankyou X

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

Thank you so much :)
A very emotional and open write. Our love for someone does not mean that they will return the same kind of love, and that is the hardest and most painful thing to accept. You show such strength though in saying their happiness is your happiness, that you will bare the hurt so they do not have to. That is a sign of a huge and loving heart, and someone will be more than lucky to have you love them. Do not ever settle for someone who doesn't know what kind of treasure you are and takes for granted your loving spirit. Beautiful write even in it's sorrow. xo

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

Some days I want to send this to him so he'd see just how much I love him...but that would go agains.. read more
Ghost of Jupiter

10 Years Ago

I understand that... perhaps one day it would be beneficial for you to send something to him that wo.. read more
Sad, painful and touching. Thank you for sharing...:)......................

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

Thank you! :)
Sami Khalil

10 Years Ago

You are welcome...:).........................
This is painful. I felt the overwhelming frustration and anger and loss and love so strong.... woah... Its just deep Lovelace. It brought me to tears..........Memory lane.
Beautiful pen.

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

I'm so glad you could relate! Thank you.
Konigin

10 Years Ago

You are most welcome!
"I will suffer so you don’t have to."
Hard to lose love and harder to stay away. The poem told a sad story about the struggle to stay away and the hope for another to know happiness. Thank you for the excellent poetry.
Coyote

Posted 10 Years Ago


Lauren

10 Years Ago

Thank you so much!

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Added on May 25, 2014
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