Make it all better

I sometimes feel expressing my inner monologues deepest, darkest thoughts ,that i don't necessarily believe to be true, helps me get rid of them.

Please make it all better.

I chose a light jacket so I could feel the cold

so I would feel every fiber of my being, 

even if is not the most preferred feeling,

of an empty yet full coldness.

Somehow this feeling,

 cold ringing through my body,

feels better than the warmth behind closed doors.

I miss you

the one person in my life who makes me feel whole

I saw you only a few days ago

and this morning I made you mad

but I miss you

I crave you.

I wish you could see the sentiment behind it

something to hold and see forever

something to look at an smile at how we used to be.

I know you love me always

but you never say "I love you" back after we fight

I don't know if you mean to

or if its pure accident

but I look at the small things

and they hurt

You know I over analyze 

You know I will always forget about it

So in short,

I love you.

and I know that our dumb fight this morning will be forgotten

and I know you might not see why I want this so badly

and I know two years of us

is not how long I've loved you.

You are my bestfriend 

and I loved you then

but I love you more now

even though I never thought I could.

You mean everything to me

every little,

small,

tiny,

thing you do 

and every little,

small,

tiny,

thing you are

means absolutely everything to me.

You make me happy

you always have

and I hope, 

even though you've reassured me many times,

that I make you happy too

that I am your everything

that I am the one person you will always want to be around.

The winter makes my depression and anxiety worse

I'm glad that you understand

I'm glad that you help

I'm glad that you know how to 

"Make it all better"

 

Author's Note

please comment and let me know what could use work.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Kind and sensitive words.
"but I miss you
I crave you."
I liked the above lines a lot. They have strong meaning. Thank you for sharing the outstanding poetry.
Coyote