Realization

She sits up in bed... turns to check the time... 3:27... DAMN!!! another hour and a half... but no... she woke to a noise... a little girl crying... confused, alone, and terrified
Where that girl is now she has no idea... she checks that her window is closed, maybe she left it open... but it's locked tightly closed...
she looks everywhere for this child... instinctly wanting to comfort and help her...
then she stops and comes to a conclusion... it was just part of her dream
so she goes back to sleep and thinks nothing of it... but she wakes again... 4:32... F**K!!!
she is searching frantically for this poor child... wanting to do everything in her power to help this defenseless little girl that won't let her rest
again she comes to a conclusion... but more of a realization... the girl isn't part of any dream... the girl is not outside... not necissarily a ghost...
her realization...
the terrified and confused little girl that is crying desporately for help is herself...
the inner voice of her past wakes her from nightmares she has tought herself to forget instantly...
though she cant forget her past...
she comes to the realization that she will never be able to forget what happened... even if she tried... she needs to be strong for the little girl that still lives deep inside her
she realizes her past is a part of her and she shouldnt forget... but embrace what happened and forgive those that caused her pain
she realizes that the little girl inside want's the anger to subside... and with it the pain will ease as well