Wrong Again

Discovering that the person she wants isn't the one for her.

She thought it was just another crush
Boy was she wrong...
When she thinks about him she feels a sudden rush
She has felt this way for so damn long...
Why does it always happen like this?
How come it never turns out right?
All she wanted was to be his...
But all they do is fight.
She thought she found strength and happiness...
But the lies never stopped...
The love and joy she thought she felt, quickly turned to crappiness...
When she heard the truth... her heart just stopped...
How could he do all this to her?
Why was she dumb enough to believe every word that came from him?
She thought he loved her... and he was her first...
Now the mere thought of it makes her cringe.
Why must love torture her like this?
She wonders if she will ever feel like that again...
She should have known the truth the first time she felt his fist...
Now she tries her hardest not to think of men...
But somehow someone wiggled themselves into her heart...
Unwanted there she tries to shut it out...
But she knows the truth every minute they are apart.
Now what she is feeling makes her scream and shout
Why must love be so damn painful?
She knows better this time...
But could it be different this time? or will it be just as sinful?
And all she thinks is "will he ever be mine?"
The thoughts of him come and go...
But is she ready to put herself out there like she did before?
But she keeps telling herself it isn't so.
She promised herself last time she will be weak no more.
Still she wonders if he thinks of her
As these thoughts run through her head...
her stomach starts to churn...
She was wrong before... could she be wrong again?

Reviews

[Khaotic Katastrophe]

wow. this made me cry. it got me because i've went through something like this and you used emotion very well. i can't wait to read more of your writing.