Even The Pinkest Roses Die

You took my heart, and ripped it in two.
The feeling is pain, it’s not mutual.
I can’t escape, this is residual.
See you in my nightmares
Close my eyes,
It’s the time, and I’m scared
You were my happiness
There behind the iris
Turned blind, in my defense
It’s over now, time to let the case rest.
I could fight, but I admit it’d be pointless.
Baby come here, lay your head on my chest
Come here, spend the night in my bed
Remember all the good times?
The good nights, when we’d laugh and play fight
Nobody was wrong or right
Just you and I in the perfect light - the perfect time?
F**k.
I knew I had given too much
All the times, I took you to lunch
Now I’m wondering, did I give you enough?
Emotionally I struggle
Bipolar, depression - I trust you.
Told you my world, and you took it all upon you
And now you dropped it...
Earthquakes causing tsunamis;
You made me feel like you were the profit
I could wait for you, I’ll take a break for you
Let you break my heart in two, the feelings not mutual

Not mutual
It’s not f****n mutual

I don’t understand it.
I gave you my heart and you grabbed it
And then Willingly you stabbed it
You and I, I thought we had it
Like Shaq and Penny on the magic -
Just imagine what could happen if we just took a second glance at it?
But it’s whatever now, I’m stuck playing in traffic..
My love was plastic, and you stabbed it and cracked it.
A confession of a loving addict.
I’ll always love you.
But this secret,
I might regret it,
But this poem,
Will have always have it.