Stop writing

So I have been thinking about how I write,

And how it upsets me, and that's just not all right,

Other's are better, so where do I stand?

I've given up hope with my writing at hand.

God, it upsets me to see others' work,

I envy their pieces, their poem's and words,

I should't be jealous, but I realize I am,

I envy their beauty and their marvelous hand.

Should I give up, should this be my last write?

It's all in my nature to give up on the fight,

Should I close my old notebook full of all of my writes,

And start a new hobby that will never suffice..

Author's Note

Should I just quit? I'm considering.