TrustA Poem by EmilyTrust What is trust? And, more importantly, how is it gained? It is not a currency to be flippantly spent; yet it is the most costly
thing in the world. It is not a Russian-roulette luck-of-the-draw game of chance; yet the
stakes are as high as the lottery. “In God we trust”- Our nation is built upon it, so it must be
substantial; yet it is more illusive than the flitting shadow of last night’s
dream. “I trust in you, oh Lord”- The author of the Psalms emphatically
declares (Psalms 31:14), so it must be good, and somehow Job still proclaims
that he would “trust Him, though He may slay me” (Job 13:15 NIV). It is a rock, a jumping off point, the point of no return, or Julius
Caesar’s Rubicon crossing. I is the necessary foundation of any relationship;
yet it can shatter into a thousand irrecoverable shards of glass that leave
unfading jagged scars. Trust means casting aside the glittering carnival mask that you hide
behind and exposing your soul to the revealing light of complete honesty. Trust is innocent- all children are born with it ingrained in their
nature. Only later does it start to take courage to regain that hope that
someone is truly and irrevocably on your side. It takes courage to trust. And to love. Love can be plagued by a smothering panic of indecision and fear
because, with every layer stripped bare, there is an opportunity to be harmed
that much more fatally. This fear persists- “If I open up my inmost chambers of
my heart to you, will you use it against me? Will you bind my hands with the strings
of my trust and make me dance at your will like a puppet?” But then, a still, small voice seeps through the cracks. “Has life treated you so cruelly as to warrant such resistance? Trust
life a little more. Trust love.” Love solves Truth’s paradox: it requires two people to exchange vital
parts of themselves that they know the other could break. It is an act of
faith, and this seemingly fragile action creates a bond of infinite strength. This bond is not caused by fear of blackmail, abuse, or embarrassment,
but instead it is born out of an awe-struck respect and gratitude that
overflows with the understanding that you have each been given a priceless
gift. I do not trust easily, so when I tell you, “I trust you,” it means more
than you know. And I trust you. Thank you for helping me to find the courage to let someone in. © 2015 EmilyReviews
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StatsAuthorEmilyWAAbout"If we discover a desire within us that nothing in this world can satisfy, also we should begin to wonder if perhaps we were created for another world." -C.S Lewis I find that I am able to express.. more..Writing
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