Hole Inside of Me

This emptyness, the loneliness

The things I feel inside

The dark and vapid afterthoughts

That I try to hide

 

Despair is all that I can feel

No one sees my soul

No one takes the pain away

Or takes away the cold

 

I keep on stumbling, falling down

Im sickened to my core

I dont want to carry on

I cant take it anymore

 

In life the only certain thing

Is that we all will die

I keep on hoping, trying, failing

As the years fly by

 

I looked to you for happiness

Only to be let down

That feeling just isnt meant for me

I wear the lonely crown

 

But still no one will ever see

What I truly feel

Because I have been hurt before

And need a chance to heal

 

I just wanted you to know

There was once a time

That I would have done anything

To make and call you mine

 

So alone this world I will roam

Struggling to find my breath

Nobody helping or by my side

Until my petty death