Where Are You Christmas

Where Are You Christmas

A Poem by Donna DeLong Matthews aka Gold Pen Ghost



 
Where Are You Christmas

 



 This year as I struggled so hard
to find my Christmas Spirit
Not the one of celebration of my Precious Savior
for I carry that with me every day of my life
But the one of giving.

You see my pockets were empty
and the promise of the New Year ahead
would leave them of no hope of change.
Half of my joy in Christmas
is the Santa part in being able to give,
especially to my grandchildren.
Oh they would have understood
when I told them
"I'm sorry, but Nana just doesn't have it this year"
but I would not understand for it is my joy...
and this year it appeared
that was going to be the dreaded thing
I would have to say and accept ...

Until...

I was sitting at my desk this past week
when a group of awesome people
showed me both sides of Christmas.

Finding Christmas

Twas' the week before Christmas
I was feeling quite blue
How could I give
Well I really had not a clue

Times are so hard
for everyone it seems
This world is full
of many shattered dreams

Christmas this year
not knowing what to do
its about My precious Saviors birth
but I still believe Santa too

The real meaning of this season
for all is cost free
but the Santa part
takes money you see.

My dilemma and pain
in Santa I would fall short
This year no gifts I could give
I would have to report

When much to my surprise
my Santa did appear
No gifts to give?
Well they removed that fear

I can not begin to express how deeply
my heart they did touch
and words can not convey
my thank you so much

My heart filled so full
tears spilled upon my face
my worry and pain
they so quickly erased

My search for Santa
was brought to an end
and was given to me
by such awesome friends.

The love that was given
gave my heart such a lift
Merry Christmas to you all
and thank you for this gift.

Hugs and Love
ღ  Donna  ღ
You have given me the greatest gift of all
... Love ...
Original by
Donna DeLong Matthews
Christmas 2008

Where Are You Christmas

Artist Faith Hill





 


 

 

 

 

© 2008 Donna DeLong Matthews aka Gold Pen Ghost


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If your heart was any sweeter, I'd be going through this snowstorm to the Dentist..:") Its beautioful Donna, each and every word pure and perfect. I dont know where any of us would be without SOMEone watching over us. This is the meaning of Christmas that everybody should get accustomed to. You have done it again Sweetie....I can still remember vaguely, your first poem

Posted 15 Years Ago


Oh sweetie, I knew before I even came to this link this morning that before I left you, I would be crying because of how you were going to touch my heart. Sometimes when we have our way to almost giving up, the true meaning of the season, touches hearts and brings to us what we so deperately need to find joy. In your case you wanted so desperately to find a way to give, and becuse there are still some pretty awsome people in this world we live in, you now can. This is a beuatiful gift from your heart in a way of showing how much their gift of love means to you.

Of course we are on the phone almost non stop throughout our day when you are not working and always on your way home from work. I know exactly how this wonderous gift of love touched your heart. When you heart is truly touched you come to your keys and touch ours as well.

Sweetie, we will find Christmas and I thank your friends for helping my dearest of dearest friends find hers.

When there is love in your heart and your mind, you will find Christmas all the time. What an awesome song to put behind your sincere and beautiful words.

Love you girlie girl and Merry Christmas,
Lesa

Posted 15 Years Ago


Donna this is a very beautiful and heart touching poem.
I found that giving of oneself is the greatest gift of all.
LUV from Tennessee


Posted 15 Years Ago


You are so right my friend... the true meaning is lost these days... Love and family and love is all you need to have the true spirit of Christmas. We have to remember those less fortunate then us and pass some of that spirit on.

Posted 15 Years Ago


I'm glad you found that spirit. You give from the heart so much and I know even without the ribbons and bows you still would be the same wonderful person that you always are!!!

Posted 15 Years Ago


this touched my heart and its so well written from the heart god never fails us I love you my special friend and wish you a Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful Family love you Diana

Posted 15 Years Ago



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Donna DeLong Matthews aka Gold Pen Ghost
Donna DeLong Matthews aka Gold Pen Ghost

Port Orange, FL



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