Lies And Suicides

2009-09-22

How long will I pretend to be everyone’s friend? This life I lead, the end I need. I’ll laugh and smile, my pain I’m hiding, keep it up for awhile for I’m still dying. Each day’s not fair, doesn’t anyone care? I’ve cut and bled just to have my anger fed. I’ve been through this pain, it’s keeping me sane. But I’m happy this way, for I’ve died, and know today when I committed suicide.