Saved Me

Miss you,
I don’t know if I’m allowed to say that, but, I miss you,
Misused,
I know it’s not healthy to playback,
The memories of karma I paid back,
But I’m thankful for the balance that made that,
A light in the darkness that dates back,
That stayed in the shadows when faith cracked,
I guess I’m looking for the words to say that, it’s you,
Who saved me,
Hope was the final thought worth saving,
Grave me,
Manifest a death because they hate me,
Am I disgusting, awful thoughts filling the mind lately,
Because beauty be slipping as a daydream,
And daily,
I think about the times I went crazy,
Can’t repeat these actions to a lady,
I promised that I’ll love my baby safely,
Without expectations or a maybe,
Loving from a distance, because labels could end this, it’d be wrong to pretend the trips I took in your eyes aren’t what saved me,
I tried to convince myself that this idea is make belief,
But the thought of you gave a solid view that only fate could see,
So I followed faith, somehow someway and it disagreed with make belief,
Hope, it gave me
Believe, it made me.
If timing is everything, it’s patience I seek,
Time,
There are times when I want to be under you arms,
Times when I want to talk about life,
Times when I want to let you in,
I’m,
Growing colder because, every encounter with you is warm,
Ensorcelled muchacha, shine your divine light,
My lady, my love, my lifetime friend,
I’m looking forward to the days,
Where we’re no longer separated by choices,
To the days when,
I can send whispers in the wind, you’ll receive my voice and,
Feel the warmth of my last breath,
Doing its best to protect you from the surrounding noises,
The days where I’ll be able to give you the best of me,
Even now I do my best to give you what’s left of me,
I know pain is temporary, but I refuse to let you experience it,
If such a tragedy is deemed right, Romeo and Juliet will define the rest of me,
My whole life I’ve been without love, and the moment I find it, I have to let it be,
Because her experiencing her experience is more important to me, so, I let her be,
Everyday I adore this situation, to allow free will while loving a soul,
Whom roars like I, and shines green and gold,
A love story happening, before a shift in consciousness,
With the life I live, in a time like this,
This appreciation took confidence,
Promising, this love story is,
Competence because of Providence,
Divine mother and father uniting for an Omni sense,
This is all I have, all that this world had gave me,
I know that life is bigger than the parents that made me,
But lately,
I’ve been thinking gravely,
I only want to exist in this reality, if the force duality construct a totality gallery,
For memories distant of I and the woman that saved me