Disconnect Me

 

Disconnect me.

I don't want to be living in this black hole anymore

I don't want people to keep pushing me out the door

I want somebody's hand to touch mine

I want the love to be divine

Disconnect me.

I can't stand the vision of what really is..

 

Disconnect me.

Turn my desperation into a useful hope

I don't want to run anymore because I can't run through the whole thing

I'm always getting stopped.. my heart is becoming a song that can never sing

Disconnect me.

This isn't how I want to live..

 

Disconnect me.

Throw me into another world..

I don't care as long as I can get out of here, out of this mess...

I'm failing every desicion, i'm failing every test

I'm clinging on to the only set of healing hands and healing music I have

And still, i'm barely hanging on

Disconnect me.

I want to still be living, but not where all the love is gone..

 

Disconnect me.

I use to think everything about life was a beautiful

But then I quickly uncovered the damage with comparing another heart to mine

Now I want to go home but there is no home in sight

Just the usual frusration, just the usual fright..

There's nothing worth living for in this night except for the last bit of love I feel

Give me some help, give me something real..

Actually real from the depths of a true, beautiful heart

Disconnect me..

Please have me drift a part..

 

Disconnect me.

It's not an ache of pleasure but an ache of pain realizing how much everything is broken..

I've lost all my gold and i'm left with this dirty token

I want a hero to come and close my ears from the harsh words spoken

And to have them whisper what it is that I really need to hear

Disconnect me.

There's only so many parts of life that are remaining clear..

 

Disconnect me.

I can't change anything without my parent's consent

So until then, everything is slowly being bent..

Yet I find myself not even crying, just cracking a small sound

It's as if i'm too weak to let go but too weak to carry on..

I see all these people pass by me that I try to talk to but they're going too fast

I try to pick up pace but then I lose everything, still remaining last

Disconnect me.

My desire is to be nutured back to health..

 

Disconnect me.

I'm sick of everything that's being said

It's the reason why I never smile myself to sleep, and cry around in my bed..

Everything is pouring in but it's not revealing every piece of sin..

And I know...

When everything is done and gone i'll still be leaking with need and want...

I'll still be lost in fear to accept what I truly crave..

Disconnect me.

It's not a prayer that i'm suffering but rather a prayer to be saved.

 

Reviews

[Amanda]

this is really, really good. well done