Games Of Lies And Love

"The Game of Lies And Love"

 

I broke the most precious heart ...
Hid lies that I turned into the truth that he wanted..
I hugged him tight and kissed him slow
Gave him things he wanted so he would never let me go...
I always smiled and laughed because that' s how my true colors would never show. .

I talked with him in a sexy, loving tone so he would follow me home. ..
I told him he was beautiful and gently touched his hair to make him stare at me and begin to care...
I told him something harsh so his heart would crash and his eyes would tingle with tears..
I would dress in the perfect outfit and never look into his eyes the whole night ..
He would dance with me and even though I held him so loosely he would hold me so tight ..
He wanted all of me while I didn't want any love he had for me at all...
I planned on building it all up and letting every thing fall...
Just a short - term comfort until I knew how to answer the call. .

He opened up to me, told me about his life and all I could say was mine was pretty much the same. .
He repeatedly talked about how he was so glad I came...
I could see a halo over his head and lust rushing through his veins , his whole body aching to touch a part of me...
He looked so in love it was nearly inevitable
But I never let him in enough to contentment...
I stopped him just below the line everytime..

I told him the wrong dreams and fears so he would hold me with the wrong hand. ..
And when I fell down he didn't know where to look. ..
He found the nearest evidence that led him to give back what he took. ..
He asked out breath, "why why why?"
But I wasn't there to answer as he fell a part. ..
I was standing there in the background , guilty, thinking on how I broke a precious heart ...

When it was time for the final hill to be approached he asked me cold and still , " why?"
I acted like I couldn't see him when I was shinning in thin air..
I was stopped by my thoughts and given heavy loads of bricks..
Each with a time bomb and annoying ticks ...
There was many pauses and hesitant words ...
Before I let out. ..
He never held me close enough...
Never looked deep enough into my eyes. ..
Never loved hard enough...
And I would've let him, I would've let him..
If I knew he would've felt my true heart ...

I tried to grab his hand but my grip was weak. ..
He was screaming at me, forgetting his fear to speak ...
And I couldn't help to fall, to weep. ..
"How could I ever fall in love with someone who was in disguise? !"
And that quest ion gave me eyes. ..
Tears and harsh actions kept ripping deeper as my heart got broken, too. ..
But it wasn't from love...
It was from lies.