Absurd Beauty

Life is scary and terrifying, thank God there are those that make it worth living.

The mind aches to make logic,
On how a world so cruel
could possibly manifest
celestial beings so beautiful.
Yet,
I'm left completely breathless and
Paralyzed in ecstasy,
when I ponder of a seraphic creature
Far beyond my comprehension.

God is truly vindictive.
The Almighty assembled a being so captivating  to the eyes and soul.
So loud and thunderous to the senses.
A being capable of stealing hearts and minds with their mere presence alone,
just for them to one day leave this earth.
Maybe he's taunting me, teasing me with a promise to never come.

The utter grace and charm this
being exudes is truly terrifying.
How does one maintain composure
in the presence of such searing
beauty?

The moment the being
catches your bewildered gawk, your mind becomes helpless.
Immediately,
the beings alluring, large,
green eyes consume you with a rush of terror and anxiety,
yet feelings of pure euphoria begin to fill
the stomach,
as the beings gaze leaves you
dumbfounded.

so calming is her stare,
you realize this being is
one of love and understanding.

You finally gain the courage to further observe her with cautious yet thrilling curiosity,
and catch notice the stunning locks she possesses.
The colors alternate from a fiery red,
to a mystical blonde.
You examine her more,
discovering the being also has a enchanting smile and laugh,
a smile of a goddess and the sweet laughter reminiscent to a blissful chorus.

While her mellifluous giggles fill your
ears with glee,
You further discover such
perfections that would be impossible for any mere human to posses,
from her elegant arms,
Her delicate hands and fingers covered in jewels. Her dainty neck that leads down to her copious bosom.
Her long beautiful legs and her graceful, slender feet.
Yes, such plessures to the eye is a constant reminder of the Father's miracles.

As your nerves being to subside
and you regain clarity,
you begin to tremble.
You fall to your knees,
For you make the amazing discovery
that this divine being you've been admiring,
is human.
What joy! This deity is miraculously of mankind.

But wait.
Rising to your feet,
You have an epiphany!
The beauty of the flesh pales in comparison to the beauty of the soul.
That's where true paradise lies,
in the very soul of this angel.

The flesh is beautiful yes,
but the beauty of the body will
forever be shrouded in filth if the soul is ignored and forbidden to shine.
You start to hear something,
the soul of the human in front of you,
crying out in exhilaration.
It draws you in closer, and begins to whisper.

"I may radiate perfection,
but it's not the truth.
Unfortunately I'm like all humans,
Flawed.
My flaws however give me strength.
For I've learn the most from this journey of life through my shortcomings.
Don't be fooled,
these flaws are minor.

The rest of me screams brilliance.
My down to earth and caring nature,
My talents of theatre and literature,
My love of goovy rhythms of the past,
Oh dear,
Time would need to be infinite to layout all of my greatness."

Suddenly this mysterious wonder starts to fade in the distance.
The longer I watch this stellar being from afar, the more I grow weary.
My passion for this being is so great,
I fear I will only fall into the abyss of repudiation.
what a fool am I,
to believe such a stunning example
Of the cosmos beauty,
Would ever return such adoration in kind.
It's Absurd.

Author's Note

Sorry about grammar, sorta just wrote it off the cuff. Yeah I know it's long, but still read pls.

Reviews

[Paul]

Documentation
4/6/18
12:28 PM U.S. CST
"My Review of Absurd Beauty by DoeRyan, A Fellow Writer's Café Author"
by PB Jacobs (www.writerscafe.org)

Hi, DoeRyan

Your piece here is read between the lines kind of stuff, to me. I'm not giving your punchline away, as I want people to come to their own conclusion, as it's a Developmental Justice kind of thing.

People have up's and down's, but there is one thing in life that I have learned to keep a tight leash on, and that is a few personality types. You might just benefit from reading the 1996 version of "Personality Types" by Riso and Hudson, as it will show you what's what in the world of screwing people over. Some people have to be screwed over, in order for Honest Abe types who keep their nose's clean, eat their Wheaties, say their prayer's, and share with people to grow and prosper. If a few certain collective personality types are not kept in check, then it's pointless to even try to get anywhere past a certain growth level. That's what I have learned from life, so far. Because these collective personality types are screwed over, and staying screwed over, I can grow and develop above and beyond!

State mentality is child's play to me. If you have any doubts, just give my portfolio a look, and you will see what I mean. I'm a TES Author, which is why I don't mind opening up and educating people.

I like the spirt your piece convey's, and I like how natural it seems. You don't keep a leash on your feelings, and ability to create and write impression's, you seem to be just writing. Cool.

Sure, you rant, rave, and lecture, just like a lot of us do. There's nothing wrong with that!

PB Jacobs