Why Me?

Questioning things beyond your control.

Her heart pounds in her ears as she looks at the knife

She finally realizes how easy it is to take a life

All she had to do was cut open a vein

Now she watches her blood go down the drain

She cant comprehend the pain that she feels

She doesn't realize the breaths of air that she steals

Death stands before her showing her, her fate

She knows that tonight she is his to take

She wonders where she would go

Heaven or hell, that's what her parents would always show

Not heaven she thinks, because she took her life

Maybe hell because of her horrible sacrifice

She couldn't stand to live anymore

Why would god put her on earth if he knew what she would suffer for

She never really understood anything about faith

What about the people who didn't believe in god, where did they go to escape?

Its not fair, she thinks, why do I have to die?

There are people who have done worst and they are still walking by

Why is it my life he's going to take?

Why couldn't you help me for gods sake?