I Wish I Had Never Met You

When I wrote this I was very angry, so angry that I couldn't see the positive side of anything, please forgive my anger in this short write. I changed the names of the people I was thinking about.

I hate this school, and I never wanted to come here, I wish I could go back to where I was before, I was actually happy there. 

I wish I never met that NNN b***h. She ruined everything. 

I wish I had never become friends with EEE and DDD  and I wish I didn’t destroy myself for those people, I wish I hadn’t changed myself completely to be liked, to be like everyone else. 

I hate lies. I used to lie but I don’t anymore because after being continuously lied to by her I decided it’s a terrible f*****g feeling when you finally find out the truth. 

I’m so angry, I don’t want to be angry anymore, being angry is my only escape from being sad all the time, I don’t want to feel happy because there will always be that lingering feeling that it will end.

I don’t know who I am anymore, I can’t remember who I was, I hate her but I don’t want to hate anyone, I loved her and she fucked everything up, my life is in ruins and more pieces go missing by the minute.

She said she wanted to kill me, she said I hurt people she cares about, she once said I was someone she cared  about. 

I had to get away from them, and I was unhappy with them, I tried to but it got worse. 

People at this school are s**t, at least in my grade, they are all copies of each other trying to be different. 

I am a copy of someone I wish not to be.

Author's Note

Again, please excuse my anger.

NNN, EEE, DDD, etc are all people, obviously I won't put their real names.